Little Oranges and Little Blues

Nostrils bloody, soul on fire, finger nails chewed to the bone
I think on you and what you owned
Since you’ve gone things aren’t the same
Now I walk the long abysmal desert plane alone

There’s nothing up there for you to feel
Why’d you gotta risk it, There’s nothing up there at all
Cause you feel too much and know why you’re wrong
Your drugs and your shrugs of distaste won’t change the fact that you’re gone

And I hope you are happy with the things that you chose
I’m long lost and lonely for another one of those
Silently screaming through fog and through pills
Uppers and downers I shiver and chill

Let me in closer and feel how I hurt
See the sunshine faking through me
Feel me closer, you’re getting to me
I can’t stay, follow me, follow me, hold me in your arms and show me that you’re there
Show me I’m not the only one who cares

Tell me that you don’t wanna see
What I don’t want you to know
When you go do bed at night I’m left alone
It’d be cool if you didn’t go
But if you do

Then I hope you are happy with the things that you chose
I’m long, lost and lonely, drunk to my fingers and toes
Silently screaming for help and for pills
Uppers come down and I shiver and chill

You can’t take it with you
Always alone
Can’t take it with you

I dunno but something in you wants to be numb
Something in me wants to be numb
I don’t wanna feel
I don’t wanna heal
Something wants to burn out
Something wants to expire
Somethings wants fuel on the fire
I wanna scream and kill insensitivity
I wann flee and take it all with me
Wanna fly wanna cry wanna die